no_mayo ([info]no_mayo) wrote,
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(this is for michelle's entertainent purposes)
on the drive home, i was actually excited to come home. but then i opened the door and my dog didn't come and see me and i could hear my mom vomiting in the bathroom. so i then i just became excited to clean out my mom's wallet.

i bought lot's and lot's of stuff today from safeway and shoppers and superstore. it was fantastic because i am so excited to bring all my new food to calgary and take a picture of my full cupboards. oh, and christi gave me a garbage bag full of cereal! i was nearly in tears when i received it. and i used my shoppers optimum points (which are amazing) and instead of my bill costing me $64, it was only $24. and i got a winter jacket and the new metric cd.

despite all that excitement, i have been eating non-stop since i got here cause my parents house actually has food, and i feel gross. i'm thinking of doing something physical to make myself feel better.

the plan for this weekend, besides studying and eating turkey, was to find a boy i could touch when i come here. so far, the plan isn't going so well. however, that was expected. the last thing i want right now is a relationship. i shudder at the thought of it. so, if i found a boy in edmonton, there would be no commitment obviously cause we live in different cities. he could think it was something serious if he wanted; however, i would explain to him i don't pay long disatnce charges, so really, the only time we would ever interact is when i come to edmonton (which is what i want). i've gotta work on that.

i found this boy in calgary. he's nice and stuff, but i don't like that. he's gonna wait for me until i'm "ready for a relationship". *shudder*. in the meantime he's giving me food. haha. so, i guess it's okay? no, no it really isn't. i can't touch him because he's one of those nice guys that will think i actually like him and when i tell him i only touched him cause i wanted to "touch", he'll be sad and say i played with his emotions. and i would actually feel bad about it. where are all the boys that just want to touch? when did boys start liking commitment??? ugh. i'm gonna go eat some more. but not too much cause christi said she'd never talk to me again if i got fat.

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[info]fumish

October 8 2005, 20:20:05 UTC 6 years ago

vitch i fucking love you so much!!!!!!!!

you will find a boy to touch.

VICTH IM SO ASHAMED IM SO EMBARRASSEDD!!! i'm scared to see my friends when thanksgiving is over and i have to go back to school!!! i want to cry. i was such a slut yesterday, fuck. fuck. fuck.

btw, friend me. its that little plus sign thingy icon at the top of my page.

[info]no_mayo

October 9 2005, 07:13:56 UTC 6 years ago

Re: vitch i fucking love you so much!!!!!!!!

okay, well let's put all the slut issues to the side and i would like you to explain to me how fun it was (at the time).

now if you explain to your friends the entire situation of your life, i'm sure they'll understand. and if they don't, they're not nearly as great of a friend as i am. i am so very jealous of you right now. i would give up all the groceries and shoppers drug mart items to make out with boys. i want you to remember that.

and i've figured out what your problem was. you weren't in mexico. if you were in mexico, the feelings you have about caring what other people think, wouldn't exist. i was way more skank-tastic than you were (i think, i don't really know what you did- please do explain), and i had a fabulous time. so, my solution is we're going to have a vacation sometime, and with the real friends you've made, you can tell them your life story and they will not think of you as what you think they're gonna think of you as.

and as soon as christine told me you kissed some boys, i had a giant smile on my face and was quite proud to say the least. and if there was a slut scale of 1-10, you'd so be a 1 and i'd be a 1.5.

and i love you more.
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